Bila bersama ku megah, Bila berjauh ku rebah ..

Tatkala besama pertelingkahan yang ku berikan,
Tatkala bersama kemarahan yang ku luahkan,
Tatkala bersama kebajikan mu ku abaikan,
Tatkala bersama air mata mu ku jatuhkan,

Maafkan aku, maafkan aku,
Aku hanya manusia biasa,

Akan ku ukir senyum manis dibibirmu,
Akan ku ukir nama mu di pohon pohon rimbun,

Andai ku gagal, maafkan aku,
Andai ku rebah, maafkan aku,

Saban hari ku harap, senyum mu dari ku,
Saban hari ku harap, bahagia mu bersama ku

Andai rasa mula benci, andai rasa mula sakit,
Harap diri mu jujurlah kepada ku,

Fuhh ~ after awhile but now i'm back ..

Bismillah ...

Assalamualaikum and very good morning to all readers ... it has been awhile i did not write anything on this blog because of some reason .. hmm ,, actually nak luahkan something .. but ... haha, sorry lah dah ada masalah baru nak update blog kann .. haha ,,

many things has change since i left blogging life ni .. dulu solo now berpunya ... hahhaa ,.. 

what i want to tell here is, today is not a good day to me .. hmm ,, it is kinda tough day actually ..  and today makes me realize who am i really is ...

okay .. what will feel when you trying to say something to someone but the receive the message in another way .. i meant, its like you're saying the chicken is cute but he takes that as the chicken is ugly .. i felt so terrible and swear to God i felt like i am the most terrible person on earth ... i don't know why today i kept hurting people with my words .. everything i said will hurt peoples around me and they will getting more hurt when i get near to them .. i tried to pujuk and makes everything go back to normal but its end up with sakit hati again .. i was like, what happened to myself today ???!! i tried many things to avoid it but at last it happens ... 

it is such a waste to cry because of me .. seriously .. i have told you way to many times before ,.. there is no good to cry for me ... i am NOTHING .. my existence into your life only make you more suffer ... leave me while you had the chance .. i am sorry .. i am totally sucks in taking care of the people who i love the most .. its like what the gave to me is worthless , i cant even payback for it ... i dont even appreciate their sacrifices ... please ... i dont know what else to say ... i hope you will read this and make a wise decision ... the best decision is only from you cuz you what is the best for us .. i dont want to mumbling to long .. thats all from me .. goodbye readers .. goodnight love :*